Still haven't touch any homework. it is quite scary. i still wonder why my 1 H1 chem homework is much more than my 3 H2 subjects add together???? ok the school don't allow to post such things. Nevermind, I didn't say anything.

Think a lot these days, at this time in year 2007, it was the time that you made your choice, and the choice made me emo for the whole year. it really changed me a lot. even ZM also say that my word became more voilent now. I don't care to scold "f'" word now, which i wouldn't say that in sec2. But after that incidence, I became more voilent. I won't blame you, it was just because i'm not good enough.

Last year, again i was affected by another incidence but it was quite different from 2007, in 2007 at least i know what happened, you choose another one, but 2008, i don't even know what happened. but i think i almost get the reason, it was because you could't forget him. You hate him, but you still like him. Lucky got the whole class including Mrs Ng who motivated me so I can still make sure that i focus on my study.

I accept i'm a loser, yes i am. but i still won't blame you. I really don't understand that why you always say you don't dare to approach me because you were scared. i promised you that won't disturb your life, I promised you i will protect you anytime, although you have totally no relationship with me.

Yes, i know this year onwards, I have no chance to meet you again. so wish you all the best here, your school comfirm have a lot of nice guys, i don't have the confidence that you will wait for the time thast we both get into university. so, let this be a ending point, from now onwards, I totally give up.

From now onwards, I will pay more attention to my family, my school and my class. I'm so lucky that I have a nice family, I get into SRJC which is very good to me, and of course 1s15. I enjoy the time with my class, if the teachers give less homework, I will enjoy the time with the teachers too. LOL

That girl, bought another bag i think. haha, waiting to see it next week.

Get into the final of the chinese chess compitition. Although I cannot make it in final, but i still need to waste my effort to get to bishan and spend my whole afternoon there.

How to deal with my homework???