Wish myself happy birthday

This year, the birthday is not expected. I really miss the time when i stay at my hometown and enjoy birthday with my family. although this year they told me they have prepared presents for me, but on the actual day, i don't have anything.

If i'm not with my family, like last year, it was good because i had chalet with 4E3 people. It was really nice, as that was the first time i had my birthday with friends and play together. but this year, everything has changed, I'm not blaming my friends because i'm not the kind of person who hope to get many presents or birthday wishes from my friends, I prefer to be alone.

The worst thing is, birthday still need to go back to school. I know that many people have to go back to school so they may feel that it's nothing, but usually my birthday is on holiday, so, i haven't get use of it. That's sad, seems like from now i need to try to get use of it.